say ull never leave me

here i am ,
loving u again..trough fire and ice
having my own sacrifice..
trying to be something more than a body
trying so hard till i get lovely

its not that easy
when u want to love a queen
being a creep
being without home
steping out without hope..

then i lose control
im falling down...alone
im back again
again in the same old bar
again with the same old hope
again with u ..
again without u..

always searching for an answer
where ive been??
death will come well
trough all the visions that ive seen

so tell me ..
i wanna know..

maybe im just a fool
maybe ur so cruel
hopeless feelings and rules
always calling ur name ...